Good Out of Evil
Time is precious just now. Our house guests are out with Marrianna, which gives me some time to sit at the keyboard and Think Through My Fingers. Real Live Preacher has provided two excellent blog posts that have been on my mind, this one and this one. Actually, there are three, because here he comments on the first of those. I don't have time to get into more than one, so choose to write about the second, "Story, Redemption, and Time".
A brief, and likely inadequate, synopsis: In 1908 a 16 year old girl is raped. The resulting pregnancy is a boy who marries and has children. The grandson is the story-teller, and he has 12 grandchildren and five great-grand-children. RLP's story tries to grasp the good that had come from that evil rape.
The old man has a line that resonates with me. “The past is dead and gone and all that pain with it. A pile of manure might be lucky enough to have a flower grow out of it, but that doesn’t change its basic nature.”
What is, is. It's impossible to say all those lives after the rape aren't good, but for me, they are each single instances of good. Though good occurs afterward, the rape remains evil. The flower doesn't change the nature of the manure heap. But, an important but, the manure heap doesn't change the nature of the flower.
Another element of the story that intrigues me is that it has been been carried through at least three generations, sort of gnawing of the core of each. It doesn't seem to have been hidden, nor is it indiscriminately told to all. RLP seems to be the final resting place for the story, though he uses it to write about good and evil.
I'm very tempted to say that evil doesn't exist, that though it seems so terribly wrong from a perspective of the immediate participants, and it surely is, in the larger scheme it's just something that happened, and life takes what it can from it and moves on. But that implies that there is no such thing as good either. Once more, what is, is. I have problems understanding how one exists and the other not, either way it's viewed.
Does evil change with enormity, with distance in time, or closeness of relationship? Don't think about that question, because it raises so many issues of war and how it is waged. Don't think about what our country is doing to prisoners in the name of "the greater good." Oops, I almost got off subject there.
What seems most likely to me is that there is good and evil within everything. Sometimes good snuffs out evil, sometimes evil overpowers good. Both exist in a symbiotic relationship, neither being able to exist without the other.
I like the story RLP has given us. In closing, he writes:
... And now the story is severed from the family and lives in me. It lives only in these words between you and me with no power to hurt but only to bear witness as a testimony to how things sometimes happen.
For this is the power of evil and the power of goodness and the power of stories and the power of redemption and the power of time.
I believe that is as good an ending as any I could write.